[bipolar]

it sounds like you could've been. i have been abused sexually, but not as a kid. in fact its still happening now. although, some of the things remind me of my disorder. i'm bipolar. and in manic state, sexual willingness is higher. in other words, you have a lot more sexual urges. you should find out more about the disease, and find out if you have a lot of the symptoms because although its unlikely its a possibility.