[amystery]

I'm jealous.

I'm stressed.

I just want you to be there for me when I need you. I feel like I've completely lost anyone who cares or knows all my deepest secrets.

I want you to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay; I need that. I know you can't do that and maybe its too much to ask but I really need that. I need someone to lean on. Im starting to think I can't do this on my own. Im terrified you'll disappear like everyone else seems to.

Call me delusional but I guess in my head I had this picture of the person you are. I thought that you wouldn't let me down.

I want you to be happy. I just wish I could be happy at the same time.