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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - July 18th 2011, 04:24 PM

I looked at the test too soon and threw it out. I regret it now. I wonder if it was positive. I'll never know though.

I feel like a failure. I'm not motivated and I don't get things done. I don't feel like I should. I feel so crappy all the time. I'd be a horrible mom, now or in the future.

I looked at you last night...and I didnt love you. I do love you, but for that moment, I didnt love you. I didn't care about anyone. It was really scary...