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Re: When you first got Anorexia - July 29th 2011, 03:40 PM
The first time, I was very young and bigger than most of my friends. Looking back, I WAS overweight, but I was too young and didn't know how to healthily lose weight. After that it became a means of controll, and I was afraid I would go back to how I was before if I stopped.
That gradually got better when I realised I wasn't healthy, or happy, or any of the things I had wanted to be. I realised I was just upsetting the people around me.
Not so long ago I had a time where I was very anxious, mostly caused by an abusive friendship, I think. At this time I physically COULDN'T eat, I would just gag. As the problems got slightly better, I did eat.
I'm not sure if that made any sense. :P