[Felorena.]

Hey there.

I'm really sorry to hear that things are so rough for you right now. You don't deserve to be going through any of this at all.

You sound like you feel alone and I want you to know that you're never alone, that we're always here and that there are people out there who CAN and will help you. You have to be brave and reach out for help first though. Take a look at this. All these people care about you, can help you and want to help you. Try reaching out to one of them. If you see your doctor they might be able to refer you to counseling which might be really beneficial for you right now. You need a support and you can get it, you just have to be honest with people, open up and let them help you.

I know things are hard for you right now but they can and they will get better for you. Try setting yourself daily goals to reach such as going for a run or meeting a friend. Then set yourself longer term goals such starting college, getting a job, having a career, writing a book, having a family etc. All these things are what life is worth living for. You have things to live for and you can have them in your life, but you can't give up now. You're still so young and have so much more to do in life. It can be amazing, you just have to get through these rough time.

Stay strong, I hope this helps.
Jessie