[reaching]

So I think its time for me to have some talks with people. First, is jc. I kind of know where he stands, and he kind of knows where I stand, but obviously we haven't decided anything after a year of sometimes using condoms, and sometimes not. I don't want to hurt him in anyways.

Maybe talking to a preist wouldn't be so bad either. My priest is old, but he knows me well and he's preetty cool. I'm a little afraid to say that I've had sex and still don't know how to choose birth control. I also have a good friend who's father is a deacon, and when he has sex he uses condoms. I could talk to him about it.

Growing up is so confusing. I feel so lost.