[ShesNotThere]

C- stop bitching. You just got a job (no longer in that percentage of unemployed people, hello), you're still living with support from your parents, and you've got incredible friends. You're thin, you just got an adorable haircut and you're slowly being who you are on the inside on the outside too. Fuck you. Don't whine. You have no idea how much I wish I had your body, friends, life sometimes. And I hate myself for wanting that. I don't want to be you. I just don't want to be me.

M- I wish I could thank you a million times over. You're the only reason I'm still going back there. The only reason.

MS- look at me. Notice me. Smile at me. You're one of the few who makes me feel okay. I wish I was strong enough to talk to you, build a friendship with you. But who am I kidding? I always want more than friendship. I dream about you...