I always keep this poem, "Don't Quit" which says when the tide is the lowest, don't stop because it is just about to turn. I now realize how true that really is. Moving day is this weekend, and my mom and I were going to stay with my grandfather while trying to look for jobs. At this point it would of made things much harder and my mom and I have been fighting so bad. She's also been trying to talk me into hospitalization since I have been constantly suicidal.
Anyway, I got hired this morning which changes ALL of our plans.
This means I do NOT have to go stay with my grandfather which would of made things difficult. I get to NOT stay with my mom who controls every aspect of my life despite the fact I am 20 years old. I will be staying with my aunt temporarily while I am in school. Yes, school. Now I can save up till the end of the year to pay for gas and books so I can attend college next semester. No more dealing with my mom who doesn't want me around, AND I get to go back to college. Omg, how wonderful! No one can tell me that I'm not doing anything with my life now, because I've been trying so hard for a job so I can keep going to college! Sure, this job only pays minimum wage, but by the end of the year, I will have enough saved up to go back next semester, and I'll keep working a few days a week and have enough for the following semester as well and soon I will be able to transfer!