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Originally Posted by baara

I stopped seeing stuff...

What exactly do you mean by this? It sounds like a warning sign to me. Burning yourself isn't good and can leave permanent scars. You need to find other ways to cope, such as alternatives which you can find Here.
By the very fact that you posted this, you seem to want advice on what to do. And you probably know that self harm isn't healthy and we will all advise against it. Check out the list of alternatives and find one that works then use it and slowly bring yourself off harming yourself to take away the pain.