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cant stop thinking... - March 6th 2009, 10:07 PM

about cutting.....
last time i stopped for a long time i was fine i didnt even think about it so i didnt feel the need till i slipped up and cut
this time it hasnt been as long but i go to bed thinking of cutting i wake up thinking about it and all day i think about it, it makes me want to do it more just to stop the thoughts, everythings going down hill again and i hate it im confussed stressed and angry and i just want it to all go away and in the back of my mind i know thats why i cut to take it all away just for a few minutes it doesnt matter at least it stops everything else in my head
i know im rambling im just i duni *shrugs* down again and i hate it i wana be up but i cant be ....