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I take back what I said about you going into Marine Training Camp after you graduate. I hope you do well because I know that's what you want and I know you're strong and you're determined. And I actually hope you do get stationed in Arizona. Maybe that would stop me from wanting to cut, from running away, from hating myself, from missing you, and from hating you.
Because I love you. It's been a year and nothing's changed. I still love you.