[Spellbound]

I see stuff like that and it makes me sad. Because that's exactly how I feel about you. And I want to say those things to you but I know you won't say them back. You already consider someone else to be your best friend, and it doesn't matter if I consider you to be mine. I will never mean that much to you even though you mean the world to me and even though it kills me inside, I guess I'm going to have to deal with it. I suppose you're really not my best friend. It's pathetic to call someone that when they seem to barely consider you a friend lately.
I've done all I can to show you how much you mean to me. I've said things to you I've never told anyone else in my life. I guess it just hasn't been good enough for you. I'm sorry I'm not what you've wanted. I just want to let you know that you're more than good enough for me and all I have ever wanted is to mean the world to you like you do to me.
But I never get what I want, so I suppose it's time to give up hope.