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I'm The Problem. - November 27th 2011, 08:36 PM

Okay, I'm not really sure if anything can be done to fix this, but I'm gonna put it out there. I have a tendency of changing for my friends. None of them have ever asked me to do it. I just do it because I'm scared of losing them. I'm used to being hurt by people, so if I find someone that seems to genuinely care about me, I cling to them and try to change my ways to make sure they don't hate me. Usually, I end up breaking off the friendship at some point. It's usually because I start to think I'm getting annoying and I'm not worthy of their friendship. If it's not that, it's because I get paranoid that they don't really like me and they just pity me. It's ridiculous and I hate it.

wanderlust consumed her;
foreign hearts & exotic minds compelled her.
she had a gypsy soul
and a vibrant heart for the unknown.
-d. marie