[MadPoet]

Lately it's been feeling more and more like people actually believe that I have no emotions. Or, maybe it's just that more and more people are becoming insensitive idiots. Either way, I am really getting sick of it. it. I don't understand why I'm always the person that has to get hurt, taunted, made to feel ugly and worthless. Every time I trust someone they screw me over. I guess there's really no hope for me. I have friends, and I am very grateful for them. But sometimes I fear trusting them as well, because I'm so used to being hurt. I'm sooooo sick of people, and of being used and deceived.