[Cactus]

I've felt it for a year and a half, fought it for over a year, and I recently accepted it. I've come out for a few friends who have all been extremely supportive.
Now here's my issue. I've been letting Kaitlyn (my true self) out more and more often. I've been wearing my hair in a ponytail and I've even let her talk to some people. I had the most amazing girl day with my ex, one of my most supportive friends.
My plan since the day I accepted it was to wait til college, see a therapist, and start a hormone regiment. Good plan, right? That's when I was going to finally tell my parents. The problem is that Kaitlyn is like a drug. I let her out and soon I want her to take over. I'm tempted to cut my plans short and tell my parents soon, that way I wont have to hide. But I don't want them to treat me differently. What should I do?