Will a shot of whiskey count as drinking? -
February 25th 2012, 07:24 PM
I've got an alcohol abusing problem and I've been sober for a year. My friend is offering to give me some alcohol and I would like some but I'm not sure if it would count as drinking because I've been counting how long I've been sober and I don't wanna have to start all over again because of one shot.
Nobody knows that I have a problem with alcohol and drugs because I've always done that stuff alone. Then I would go to school and drink or use drugs there and no one noticed that I was under the influence which is good because it's against the rules to do what I did. I managed to stop with some help from a recovery club for a 2weeks til my parents found out I was there and then I had to stop going because I didn't want them to know that is have a problem. They wouldn't understand because they think I don't have any problems at all because I'm young and that's not true. Any ways I'm going to stop talking because I feel like at this point it's just me rambling lol xD
Everthing I see seems to be a lie. And everything you see in me you think is the truth. But, really all you see is what I'm masking the real me with. You never see me cry. Because I'll never let you. And you'll never see me die because I feel like I already have in a way.