[AlexQuinn]

Quite honestly, I need not read your blog to know exactly how you feel. I've lived it. I suffered through it. I could go through all the various things that happened, but I don't really want to. Suffice it to say, you'll feel incredibly happy when you tell him. If it goes sour, it'll be the worst feeling you've ever had. And 3 months later, you'd still go back and tell him all over again. I can't help you do it, but I can tell you that it's a good thing if you do, despite the horribly bad things that might indeed happen.