[Stargazed.]

Hey Alicia,

Of course you count! You're allowed to post about any questions or concerns you may have. Don't worry.

First, it's NOT your fault. What he did to you was wrong and it isn't anything to be joking about. I'm sorry that it's happened to you and that your ex made it a laughing manner. You don't deserve that, not at all.

Have you ever told anyone what this boy did to you? If not, I suggest you do. It doesn't have to be a police officer if you don't want to go that far. However, I do encourage you to talk to a friend or a trusted adult (teacher, parent, aunt, uncle, nurse, etc.) to help you get through this. I'm not sure how long ago this was, but it seems like it's still affecting you in a negative matter and you deserve to be happy.

Feel free to PM me if you need a chat.

Take care,
~Brittany