Tired. -
March 6th 2012, 03:38 AM
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I'm just...so tired and done.
I'm trying to be godly, and act like a christian and all. because i am a christian. im trying to set a good exampl;e for my family and mostly my little 'sister'. im trying to be good and all this..garbage...and i'm jjust so tired. i just want to stop trying and die. Jodie'd be better off without me here at this point, I am a terrible influence and i am hurting her more than helping her. I feel like the worse person ever for being like this, but I can't help it- I am terrible. I just want ti die. then it would all be better- the world would be a better place.
Isaiah 41:13
For I am the Lord your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you.
God is the God of second chances
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