Olivia,
Please don't kill yourself!! You're worth so much more. Im sorry your father is in the hospital. It must be so hard.
I care, i know i don't even know or have talked to you, but i do care. You deserve to live a fully fulfilled life. I want you to look at this sticky:
http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...-reasons-live/
It has reasons to live. Even the littlest thing that makes you smile or laugh could keep you alive.
Could you tell anyone you feel this way? Its a really serious thing and think of how others would react if they found you killed yourself. Please don't.
If you need to talk, im here. <3