Maybe its just me -
March 26th 2012, 10:29 PM
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Lately I've been really down. I think that there's something wrong with me I just don't know what. I travel days at a time constantly depressed. My "friends" don't really talk to me as much anymore. I've been really low on self confidence. I don't think I fit in. At times I have looking in the mirror because I see this big blob glaring right back at me. Im not as open as others and now its like smiling is painful all the time.