[BreakingBecci]

I can't stop eating. I eat constantly. I don't even want the food, and I'm not hungry, but I'll eat anyway. I very rarely feel full, and even when I do I don't stop eating. Everytime I do stop, I feel really guilty. I hate myself. I want to lose weight, but I still eat junk food all the time. Food is practically all I think about. I'll spend ridiculous amounts of money on food every day. I rush my food.
When I lived at home, I even hid it from my parents. I used to get home from school, go straight to the cupboards before they got home from work, take slices of bread, biscuits, chocolate, crisps, cheese - anything - and I'd take it to my room, put it in a drawer and eat it whenever I got the chance.
I don't want to keep eating all the time, and I don't even get any pleasure from it. I just feel guilty and hate myself even more every single time I eat something.

Is there something really wrong with me?