Thanks, this is all a bit overwelming and emotional....
I told my best friend this evening, I don't think she really gets it so I am going to talk with her tommorow about it all.
You are right though George I need to be clear about what I want and who I am, cause I can't change it and I shouldn't try to conform to what society thinks I should be I am a genderqueer in the ladies person and I am going to stay that way