[survivor16]

I'm sorry you are struggling so much.
But you need to talk to your therapist about everything! The things is, you dont have to feel like this anymore...
You just have to be willing to talk about these things and be super open about everything you are feeling and thinking.
I know what you are going through, and believe me, recovery is NOT any easy thing, but it's so worth it...

Your therapist might not have to tell your parents unless they think it's necessary. If they do need to, you need to allow that.
Your parents need to know whats going on in your life. I know you dont want them to be sad, but it needs to be done so you can heal properly.
They will still love you, and anybody would be sad to find out that someone they love is hurting themselves. But it is something you are going through, and they should know about it.

I hope you are okay, but you really need to talk to a professional about everything that's going on for you. The drinking, bulimia, depression, ect. You CAN feel better, I know this.

Good luck!
Message me anytime.
Shelby