[Eternal]

Still so set on finding out where we went wrong and why.
I'm trying to figure out what my head thinks,
But my head just ain't what it used to be.
And then again, what's the point anyway?

You held my hand but you were too afraid to speak,
You were too afraid to speak,
And I could never understand.

And I remember when I knew that you'd be leaving,
How I barely kept up breathing.
And I bet if I had to do it all again,
I'd feel the same pain.

It must be true what people say,
That only time can heal the pain.
And every single day I feel it fade away but,
I still remember how the distance tricked us.
And led us helpless by the wrist into a pit to be devoured.

I still remember how we held so strong to this,
Though we had never really settled on a way out.
I still remember the silence.
And how we'd always find a way to turn and run to our mistakes.
I still remember how it all came back together
Just to fall apart again.
And if I do not miss a part of you, a part of me is dead.