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Abandoning myself

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Name: Ash (nickname)
Age: 16
Gender: Female
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Pain - June 13th 2012, 03:05 AM

Once upon a time a girl only felt pain
The pain, it drove her insane
Then one day she ended it all
She leapt off the window, and made the fall
That girl she's like me in ways
Except on this window, I will stay
I am too strong to let go
Knowing that I'm my greatest foe
I am too weak to hold on
But I still don't wish to be gone
Everyday I hurt
Everyday, Im closer to laying in the dirt
The doctors they dont what's wrong
All they know is I've been hurting for so long
They know I will keep trying
But they don't know i feel like I'm dying
And as I sit her sighing
I know I'm done trying
I want to just give up, give in
Commit the deadly sin
But I still cannot let myself fall
So instead I make a life changing call
"Tina?"



When I'm sad I think, "I got a jar of dirt, I got a jar of dirt!"

You can't change fate, but you can change your attitude towards it.
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