Please don't do it Ash. I care about you. And try to stop cutting now before it becomes an addiction and very difficult to stop. I've been there and while it may seem like cutting is easier and makes you feel better, it honestly just makes everything worse. Please stay strong, and you can always
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Beautiful poem, by the way. It was so sad, I nearly started crying. You definitely have a gift for writing so use this gift to help you pull through. I know you can do it.