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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - March 23rd 2009, 02:53 AM
1. i wonder if my friends are actually my friends and arent just feeling sorry for me
2. i worry about what people thnk about me even tho i dont really care
3.i sometimes like to feel sad and be down rather than happy
4. i have attempted suicide many many times but sometimes when im sad i feel id rather live than die.
5. i sneak out of my house just to walk around and think.
6. i have lost all interest in school, art, sports, friends, and life in general
7. sometimes an hour or so passes where i dont realize what i am doing then i cant remember what i had been doing for that past hour.
8. i am trying to kill myself slowly so i can try and watch time pass.
9. i am deeply afraid of committing to something or screwing something up.
10. everyone thnks ive stopped lieing, but ive only gotten better at it.


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