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Re: Sad..I can't help but to want to just end it.. - July 26th 2012, 06:31 AM

No, you're not an idiot. You loved him, and he betrayed that.

Love is caused by a chemical reaction in the brain, it can make you completely unaware of what's happening right in front of you. It's biology, and not your fault. You believed in someone, and in turn they took advantage of you, but that's no fault of your own.

You're 18. The average lifespan for a woman is roughly 86. So 43 is half your life, that means 21.5 is a quarter of your life. You're not even a quarter done yet. This means, statistically speaking you likely haven't:

Met your best friend.
Seen the funniest haircut.
Met the person you'll love the most.
Heard the best song.
Heard the best joke.
Seen your favourite movie.

And so much ore. Add whatever you want to that list, the point is you've seen less than a quarter of what your life has to offer.

He was a bastard who obviously hurt you, but killing yourself to get revenge on him will harm others far worse than he harmed you. You'll be hurting your mother, father, siblings, friends, pets, grandparents, and countless other people you haven't even met yet. You'll be putting so many people through what he put you through. You need to be strong for everyone else.

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