Thread: Triggering (Suicide): Sad..I can't help but to want to just end it..
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Re: Sad..I can't help but to want to just end it.. - July 28th 2012, 03:08 AM

Years and years of binge drinking and blazing led to the amazing conclusion that it was extremely idiotic to drown my sorrows in substances. It's a repeating cycle, you drink when you're depressed and for a couple hours everything is nonexistent in your mind. But once you sober up the combined force of the loss of euphoria along with the still remaining issues forces you to drink again. Go to whatever local club/park/etc that suits your interests and attempt to meet people. If you haven't a specific thing in mind, reach out to guys and/or girls your own age. You'd be amazed what the average person conceals in their daily persona. And who knows, maybe you'll come across another guy who wants the world for you. All that's needed is for you to forget and forgive. I sincerely hope things get better

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