i know right now you think you love him and hes the only one for you, i have been exactly where you are and its not nice. i thought i was in love with this guy and i couldnt stop thinking about him and we acted like a couple then he got a girlfriend and i found out through facebook which was even worse. but he carried on with me how we had always acted which is way more than just friends, any way he hurt me alot and over a year later i got a boyfriend and he was suddenly interested in me as a gf. i guess what im trying to say is you should go about your normal life and not pine after him or look for a boyfriend because you will find true love when you least expect it. in 5 years time you will look back at this and laugh, i know most of us do

i hope i helped and im sure you will find someone you truely love soon xx