[Eternal]

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that
I’m alone

An ounce of peace is all I want for you.
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made

And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away”