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Name: Molly
Age: 25
Gender: Female
Location: Australia

Posts: 20
Join Date: February 2nd 2012

going down hill.. fast - September 23rd 2012, 02:15 PM

I havent been on in a few months because i thought i wss doing well i was off my medication and i wasnt down.. But lately ive been going down hill.. And i hurt myself again last week after like three months.. Things are really hard being here.. Attention is all over my sister and mum only notices my anger.. You would think she realised the symptoms because this is exactly how it was before except im even closer to suicide.. Even though im not really cuttingi think about suicide at least once a day, as well as thinking about how to do it.. Its also hard because i only see my psychologist once a month now because im "doing well" im about to crack, and i have no one to talk to.. I need helpnbefore something happens and i just don't know what to do


You may not want me, but you still have my heart.



We hide from the
mirror They might show our
scars And there is a
Reflection that we want
to beThe people we
are Find your reflection
Smash what you see
And let's restart
'Cause mirrors
can't see our heart.