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i need help. :[ - September 25th 2012, 06:21 PM

I honestly don't know what to do anymore!
Everything has been effecting me emotionally for the last two months. Like stupid stuff can send me to bed because I'm to wore out to handle it, like earlier when one of my friends didn't really acknowledge me....
I can't focus on classes, half the time I end up skipping because I'm in to much emotional pain.
I've though about dropping out, but I know if I do that I'll just feel ten times worse and at least here I can hide in the sanctuary of my dorm to fall apart.
I go through the days with a smile on my face like everything is fine, but it's not okay, I am not okay!
I just want somebody to ask me how I'm doing and mean it. I'm tired of all my friendships feeling shallow. I'm tired of nobody checking in and seeing if I'm okay.
The only person who has noticed anything out of the ordinary is one of my profs who I skipped his class...and he was just like "we miss you in class."
I just don't know what to do anymore.
I need something before I snap.
I'm strong but apparently not strong enough to do this without a support system.

all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.