hi guys, I have recently started cutting and I am just overwhelmed with school, my type one diabetes, and my weight. I am also anorexic/bulimic and I'm starving and It makes me want to cry every time I look at myself in the mirror or weigh myself, which lead to my cutting and I can't stop. only two of my friends know because they saw me changing and i get mad at
th when they try to help because I don't feel normal or like I fit in. I'm also on varsity volleyball and sometimes my cuts under my spandex are hardto hide which stress me out too. I just have so many feelings and depressing feelings my only escape is to cut but I hate it and I hate myself and I don't get along with my parents. is anybody going through the same thing?
