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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - March 29th 2009, 05:39 AM
I'm sorry mom and dad, but I'm still a roller coaster, still chaotic, even with the meds. And I still feel more comfortable talking here, on TH, than I ever felt with you. Its just how I am.

And it really sucks because right now, I really feel like I could use the type of advice parents are supposed to give their kids, but we never had that kind of close relationship, did we? Well here it is: I'm so confused, being 16, hormones fucking with me, feeling like I'm growing up too fast and yet, not fast enough.

God, I wish....I wish I had someone to love, someone to talk to. But life isn't a happy fairy tale story, is it?

Yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers
But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.

Music is life. Start living.
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