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Name: Molly
Age: 26
Gender: Female
Location: England

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Having a random low moment. - November 26th 2012, 10:41 AM

I'm just feeling low for no reason at the moment.

My day today is: sixth form (not too much work to do there - it's all being marked), then I'm having a doctors appointment about depression medication, I'm going to feel even worse if they refuse to even consider it.

The tomorrow I have to go to a work experience placement which gave me some really hard critisim last Thursday (they didn't even tell me, they told my teacher) and I don't even like the placement. I have to work there for 9 hours and with an hours lunch break.

And I'm there Wednesday (5 1/2 hours) and Thursday (6 hours, I think) and then I'm back in sixth form on Friday, still doing no work because it's all being marked. I've got this pattern for another two weeks.

And then I'm at sixth form on Monday and Friday, but in Liverpool from Tuesday-Thursday the week after. But I can't even think that far yet.

I don't know why I feel depressed.

And she turns up the music, to drown out her life.

22/12/2014 was the last date I self-harmed. The longest I have gone so far is 1 year, 2 months and 5 days. This time, I hope I can give up! New record: 1 year 6 months! Yay!!