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Re: How am I still alive?! - November 26th 2012, 04:30 PM

Hey, Roy.
I understand being suicidal. I was for about 4 years. It's tough.

But I'd like to tell you that no matter what, you belong here. Even if you don't feel that way, you do.
Everyone would NOT be better off without you.
And honey, God doesn't make mistakes. You're on this earth for a reason. You have a true purpose, and you're gonna find it one day. Not everyone knows who they're gonna be at 16.

And you've gotta stop trying to make everyone else happy. You're not taking care of yourself! And if being who you are isn't good enough for the people around you then you need to surround yourself with some better people.
I understand how it feels to be where you are. I was there once myself. But I'm not anymore. I changed my life by NOT caring about what everyone else thinks of me. SCREW THE PEOPLE WHO DON'T APPRECIATE YOU.
Literally. You're a great person just as you are. And no, I'm not just saying that. Life is ironic in most cases and mostly, when someone thinks horribly of themselves, it's usually wrong and cultivated by getting caught up in everyone else and their opinions.

And you need to care about yourself. You gotta love yourself before you can love anyone else. And believe me, I didn't understand the full meaning of that statement until I exercised it. It's a whole different world whenever you take care of yourself and love yourself.
You're able to block out all those little voices in your head that tell you that you're not worth it.

I know this was lengthy, but I really wanted to get out as much as I could.
I know you're having a hard time right now, but it will get better if you take to heart what I said.

Feel free to PM/VM me anytime and I'll reply asap.

Have a wonderful day!

So dance if it moves you,
and jump in the fire, if it burns you.
I'll throw my arms around you darlin',
and we'll turn to ashes.

Kinda like the way you tell me,
"Baby, please come home. I need you here right now.
I'm crying underwater so you don't hear the sound."

What if I can't forget you?
I'll burn your name into my throat.
I'll be the fire that'll catch you.
What's so good about picking up the pieces?
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