-I had the worst of the worst urges to
SH last night
-Today was an okay day until my mood took a sky dive and now I'm miserable again.
-I know somebody online who struggled with an eating disorder & self harm too & they are just all smiles and peaches, and I'm..miserable, in pain, and unhappy...why..
-I miss him.
-I'm lonely.
-I have such a negative, hateful point of view & attitude now & I don't want to be this way but I don't know what to do.
-I feel like I'm on the verge of a suicidal episode again and after last night I don't know if I can cope.
-I wish somebody cared.