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* Brandy McCarter Offlineablm |
Last Activity: May 25th 2012 05:13 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- Brandy McCarter
- Gender
- Female
- About
- About me
- i am now 15, and five days before my thirteenth birthday, my father committed suicide. since then, in two short years i have had 9 close family members die. life kinda sucks...im tryin to work on getting through it. i have trouble talking about stuff, i inherited that and my interest in art from my dad, but i am trying to get better.
i didnt get to see my dad until i was 8 years old but he was an alcoholic and extremely abusive to my mother and i, i hid the abuse he inflicted on me from mother and she still doesnt know about it to this day. we stayed with him for five years til i convinced my mom to leave and it was the last time we would see him. january 20th marked the end of my sanity :/
- Details
- Here for
- Like to help and be helped
- Relationship status
- In a relationship
- Sexuality
- Heterosexual/Straight
- Ethnicity
- Caucasian/White
- Education
- High School
- Politics
- i dont think its worth my time to consume my thoughts with the petty discussions of politics.
- Religion
- Atheist
- Zodiac sign
- Aquarius
- Interests
- Hobbies
- i play guitar and sing, draw, and read.
drawing and reading takes up most of time though, i also can play bass...not that well though. - Music
- ive seen cage the elephant, shinedown, chevelle, sevendust, transiberian orchestra, 10 years, puddle of mudd, in this moment, three days grace, hollywood undead, stone sour, avenged sevenfold, and better than ezra, but im also a fan of regina spektor, lisa loeb, rachael diggs, marie digby, and many other artists
- Movies
- drop dead fred, half baked, weird science, 16 candles, breakfast club, st. elmos fire, dream for an insomniac
- Television
- walking dead
- Games
- dead rising, house of the dead 3, burnout
- Books
- the forest of hands and teeth/carrie ryan, the dead tossed waves/carrie ryan, the dark and hollow places/ carrie ryan, the summong/kelley armstrong, the reckoning/kelley armstrong, the awakening/kelley armstrong, the gathering/kelley armstrong, the wolves in the walls/neil gaiman, the graveyard book/neil gaiman, m is for magic/neil gaiman, swan song/robert mccamon, if tomorrow comes/ sidney sheldon, nothing lasts forever/sidney sheldon, sandman series/neil gaiman, everything can be beaten/Chancre Scolex and Crab Scrambly(Jhonen Vasquez)
- Sports
- chicago white sox
- Heroes
- dave mckean
neil gaiman
michael turner
my dad (R.I.P.) - Favorite quotes
- "its taken a lifetime to lose my way, a lifetime of yesterdays, all this wasted time on my hands turns to sand and fades in the wind."
"theres a hard life for every silver spoon, theres a touch of grey for every shade of blue, thats the way thats i see life, if there was nothin wrong then thered be nothin right."
"today is tomorrow and tomorrow is today and yesterday is weaving in and out"
"love is what makes your soul crawl out of its shell"
"His words are quiet like stains are
On a table cloth washed in a river
Stains that are trying to cover, for each other
Or at least blend in with the pattern
Good is better than perfect
Scrub til your fingers are bleeding
And I'm crying for things that I tell others to do without crying"
"death is sleep with a much longer dream."
“And what good's a life that leaves nothing behind, not a thought or a dream that might echo in time.”
"how silver sweet sound lovers toungues by night, like softest music to attending ears."
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It's a pleasure XXX

