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Last Activity: June 11th 2010 05:40 AM
About Me
- Basics
- Name
- StephaieNicole
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- No Where
- About
- About me
- Im 19 years old. Im completely and utterly insane... But then again who can say wat normal is? I love ART: dancing singing writing drawing painting sculpting everything. I love colors and words like BOOM BAM KaBOOm and More. Ive been through alot in life and I love to help people... because unlike most i do understand if i dont hey I'll tell you but i will know someone who does get it. I am very open to my life struggles and if anyone needs me hit me up we can talk.
Subjects I have been through.
Ive been...
Divorce
Abused: emotionally physically mentally
Molested: and kicked off the basketball team and cheerleading team due to it was the coaches son and friends.
Raped: set up by a friend to be raped... then gang raped many times after
Self harm: different struggles different methods
Suicidal: Many attempts.. many quest for help
Engaged and cheated on... After I misscarriaged
In love.
Broken and abandoned
Kicked out and homeless
Recovery through DBT a certain behavioral theapy
Insanity
loss
Finally out of the fucking closet!
In love with the best chick ever.
ive been through alot. But i dont pity it or question God why. I think Ive been through it to make me strong and talk to others and help them through it.
- Details
- Here for
- Need help and to help
- Relationship status
- In a relationship
- Sexuality
- LOve is lOVE... and I love Her
- Ethnicity
- puerto rican
- Education
- University - Undergraduate
- Occupation
- basket case
- Politics
- Very liberal
- Religion
- Christian
- Zodiac sign
- Capricorn
- Interests
- Hobbies
- Singing
dancing
being a kid " i wont grow up and you cant make me"
smiling
making others smile
tattoos
Piercings
picnics
swings
parks
swimming
drawing
painting
art
more.. - Music
- rage against the machine
Fiona Apple
Santogold
HIM
Alicia Keys
Semptember
Savage
Shania twain
SKillet
Alaliya
DMX
Akon
Lil Wayne
Alexz johnson
Amanda banks
Amy winehouse
the beatles
beyonce
tegan and sara
BIg pun
Imogen heap
imgrid michaelson
infected mushrooms
Head automatica
Hed pe
hollywood undead
Gabriella cilmi
groove theory
good charlette
yellowcard
gwen stefani
ICP
Ivy queen
Jack johnson
la india
kris allen
kottenmouth kinds
la roux
Jada kiss
jazmine sullivan
jay sean
miguel
jason derulo
jill scott
hendrix
Jlo
KAte voegele
katy perry
kanye west
taylor swift
kellie pickler
MOre - Movies
- anything entertaining or great
Goonies
Hairspray the ORIGINAL ONE
grease
fried green tomatoes
gia
so much more - Television
- anything
- Games
- ?
- Books
- a child called it/ ANY ELLEN HOPKINS. so much more
- Heroes
- Myself. My boyfriend alex. Mighty mouse my little brother gabriel more
- Favorite quotes
- "Love means holding on to someone just as hard as you can because if you don't, one blink and they might disappear...forever."
Ellen Hopkins (Impulse)
"I mean who wants to trudge through life, doing everything just right? Taking no chances means wasting your dreams."
Ellen Hopkins
"you come home, and everyone talks at once and everyone asks questions, but no one waits for the answers.Instead they talk about themselves, what they've been up to, what they're going to do next, as if you're a photo on the wall.And then they talk to one another, forgetting you've jsut flown in, forgetting you're in the backseat, forgetting they've already said it all.""
Ellen Hopkins (Crank)
"Wish you could turn off the questions, turn off the voices, turn off all sound.
Yearn to close out the ugliness, close out the filthiness, close out all light.
Long to cast away yesterday, cast away memory, cast away all jeapordy.
Pray you could somehow stop uncertainty, somehow stop the loathing, somehow stop the pain.
Act on your impulse, swallow the bottle, cut a little deeper, put the gun to your chest."
Ellen Hopkins
Too my dear sweet child RIP
in a woman's womb.
another chance.
to make the world better."
Ellen Hopkins (Burned)
""Think of how they must have loved when all they had was each other.""
Ellen Hopkins
to all those angry and hurting
"So you try to think of someone else your'e mad at, and the unavoidable answer pops into your little warped brain: everyone."
Ellen Hopkins
"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square hole. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do."
