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Lately, well for months, I have many days where i feel confident, talented, and a good person, but like randomly that just gets all knocked down. its like theres little demons in my head saying "u cant do anything". its annoying. one day im like woo and in a minute i get all worn down. i mean, i have friends, but they dont get it. i have good loving parents and stuff but im still just sad. my regrets and personal things just all flood my brain and make me feel like crap.
ive had a lot of boyfriends throughout the past 2 years of my life and i am 13. i didnt do anything with them except hugging and whatnot and my friend sometimes calls me a skank and a slut as a "joke" but words hurt and i feel like its true sometimes. ppl judge me for how many guys ive dated. i was just desperate to be happy and boys made me feel like i was worth something. its not like i slept with them im 13. im not a slut or skank but my friend still says it and it hurts. i just feel so like ughhh sometimes about myself and who i am and how i act. i need some help