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guess you'll never know...
unless he responds. then you can randomly ask him.

nopeeee, i don't.
he never spoke of her after he apologized... i think...

he WAS. but she was too young, so he couldn't.
BUT THEN... the fucking trip to the hospital she made.
whatever grudge or whatever he had against her... dropped. right away.
& whatever significance i had in his life then, also dropped. right away. once he heard.
& i was pretty much insignificant for a good week or so.
till he realized what the fuck he did and apologized.

p.s. i think someone should be killed if they are.
preferably her. i'll take her down.

god. i remember now. right when i read the letter.
i hate people. seriously.
if that's who he's with today...
kill me, okay?
then kill her.
then him.

what letter does it start with? i can only think of the one that starts with a C. then the other one that starts with an A.
&&&... yes... & yes...

yeap. her name has suddenly slipped from my mind though... O___o
that was really the start of the downfall i would like to say.
it's unpleasant to think of...

i wonder how he's doing...
stuff about that one guy... that i was in a relationship with... whose name i won't state because who knows who's reading this... but you know. that one guy. ANYWAYS, about that one girl... in the hospital... remember that time...?

eh, the conversations i'm reading is with aven. do you remember me talking about him before...?
they make me miss him boatloads... which also makes me worry about him because he's in ward...
also because i talked to him about some stuff... & i just didn't want to be remembered about those times...

looking at old MSN conversations. :/
you?

guess i might have been looking at my profile & refreshed when you sent it. D;
& it doeeees.