Hi, I'm Dez.
I noticed your username, and I just wanted to pop by and say that I hope you don't feel the same way when you are here! I am really sorry to hear that you go through that in your real life, but here we try to be open, accepting, and helpful to our members, so I sincerely hope that you feel listened to here!
I also noticed that you posted words of encouragement on someone else's thread. That was really amazing of you and I hope that you continue to be active here and maybe even seek support when you need it!
This goes over the ways to get support, so if you ever don't want to use the Forums, know that you do have other options. Besides doing that, though, that link will tell you about the basic site features. It seems as if you're starting to get the hang of it though!
I am hoping you enjoy the site and think of it as a safe space to be yourself.
-Dez