I get the message (Trig)
Posted July 23rd 2011 at 05:38 PM by Anatidaephobia
I get the message i know exactly what you're trying to say. I just wish people would come out and say it. Noone wants me around. I can't say i blame anyone but thats how it feels whereever i go, whoever i'm with. I'm sick of feeling so alone. So lost. I need someone but i have noone. I've pushed everyone away. The only thing i have left is my blade.
I'm terrified about things. I don't want to face this week, especially not alone but it's not like i have much choice. Maybe i should just listen to the urges and give up already maybe it's time i stopped fighting this and did what everyone wants.
I'm sorry i'm not good enough.
I'm sorry i'm not perfect.
I'm sorry i'm not pretty.
I'm sorry i'm not skinny.
I'm sorry i'm not chatty.
I'm sorry i'm not what you want.
I'm sorry i'm alive.
I'm terrified about things. I don't want to face this week, especially not alone but it's not like i have much choice. Maybe i should just listen to the urges and give up already maybe it's time i stopped fighting this and did what everyone wants.
I'm sorry i'm not good enough.
I'm sorry i'm not perfect.
I'm sorry i'm not pretty.
I'm sorry i'm not skinny.
I'm sorry i'm not chatty.
I'm sorry i'm not what you want.
I'm sorry i'm alive.
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Posted July 23rd 2011 at 05:53 PM by Heretic -
Posted July 23rd 2011 at 06:02 PM by Everglow. -
Have faith in yourself Emma, you can do this beautiful. I'm just a text away, remember. You'll always have me.
Love you dear! <3Posted July 23rd 2011 at 06:14 PM by Unknown10 -
Posted July 23rd 2011 at 07:06 PM by Coffee. -
Posted July 23rd 2011 at 11:01 PM by Just Peachy.