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Posted December 4th 2012 at 05:18 AM by i_like_black
Just going through some stuff today, and deciding.
It's not about what I can or cannot do.
It's about what I will do.
I will keep taking my meds.
I will eat healthier.
I will exercise more.
I will put effort into studying, when that time comes.
And most of all,
I will allow myself to succeed.
Disorders or not, I am the only person holding myself back. The reality is, all my friends, and those that work with me, want me to succeed and be healthy. So I should want that for myself, too. Just because I can't always control how I feel, doesn't mean I should let how I feel dictate how I act.
I have more control over what goes on than I often allow myself to believe. But it's okay, because I recognise that now, and I'm going to use myself to make myself into who I want to be. There's nothing wrong with wanting to look good, or feel good, or be successful. I'm intelligent, and I shouldn't hide that - I should use that to better myself. I recognise that motivation comes from within me, so it's really a matter of deciding to do something, then getting off my arse and doing it. Achieving things. Setting goals. Being human.
I am not a failure, and I will no longer allow myself to believe that. Ever.
I am Jess, and I am awesome, and I can do anything I decide I can do.
<3
It's not about what I can or cannot do.
It's about what I will do.
I will keep taking my meds.
I will eat healthier.
I will exercise more.
I will put effort into studying, when that time comes.
And most of all,
I will allow myself to succeed.
Disorders or not, I am the only person holding myself back. The reality is, all my friends, and those that work with me, want me to succeed and be healthy. So I should want that for myself, too. Just because I can't always control how I feel, doesn't mean I should let how I feel dictate how I act.
I have more control over what goes on than I often allow myself to believe. But it's okay, because I recognise that now, and I'm going to use myself to make myself into who I want to be. There's nothing wrong with wanting to look good, or feel good, or be successful. I'm intelligent, and I shouldn't hide that - I should use that to better myself. I recognise that motivation comes from within me, so it's really a matter of deciding to do something, then getting off my arse and doing it. Achieving things. Setting goals. Being human.
I am not a failure, and I will no longer allow myself to believe that. Ever.
I am Jess, and I am awesome, and I can do anything I decide I can do.
<3
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So proud of you, Jess!!! Print this out and pop it in the book you look at the most to remind you of how capable you are when you're feelin down. Everyone's on your side, and now that you're on your side, recovery is very possible. Hang in there!! Message me if you want to
<3 AmyPosted December 4th 2012 at 05:24 AM by Greenie
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This is an amazing blog Jess!
You can do anything that you want to. No person or thing can stop you from achieving your goals and reaching your dreams except you. You are smart and have every quality that a person needs to succeed in life.
Good luck!
Posted December 4th 2012 at 08:00 AM by Solivagant
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Wow Jess, this is amazing! Go you!
I am so proud of you <3
~paulaPosted December 4th 2012 at 03:28 PM by escape♥
