My mum has just forced me to eat 4 roast patatoes, 1 and a half handfuls of runner beans, 7 small carots, 1 yorkshire pudding and half a plate full of beef plus a big portion of pudding. She said if I didn't eat it I wouldn't be able to go to the sleepover which my closest mates are going to.

I hate her why has she black mailed me. I know I haven't eaten much this week but I was eating enough and now I feel sick and can't eat alot at the sleepover because if I do eat alot at the sleepover...

Ugh.
I've been a drag today, honestly I can't even stand myself.
Been hitting my head against the wall for the past 25 minutes trying to clear things up.

Oh well, life's life I guess.

Much love,
- Megan