Just had a massive arguement with mum and dad. They went on bout how I never do wat I say I will and how I do nothing on weekend days.
So I got really angry and was like actually I start doing productive things at 10am and have done a daily planner for yr 10.
So they were like yh yr 10 which u arnt taking seriously and u obs dont care bout ur future.

This is a total lie Ive fully focused in all lessons today and have got a system that should help me get my work organized....

First full day of school today.

Listioned and concentrated
Laughed
talked
smiled
hugged
gave girlfiend advice to best guy mate.
Ate small bowl of pasta
tons of pringels
5 strawbury long sticks of some sweet

All of my happy emotions= faked
My mini binge on crips and sweets = to cover up feeling fat to friends

Why am I at faking point again
Why do I feel depressed again
Whats the point in...