Falling faster and faster into the deep sea of dreams. It’s what makes happy thoughts come to mind. The best moments of your life replay like a still movie in black and white. Anger flares up as memories of that day come back. Trying to float back to the surface and get air. This is no longer a happy place. Just can’t seem to make it there. Sleep has come at last...just cant...escape.

He walks the edge of his marriage and flirts with danger. Experimenting with crank and clubs. Each night he comes home late he says he's been at the office late. Maybe he was there late, but he wasn't alone. His life is being flipped upside down. The crank starts calling to him every minute of every day. He starts having mood swings and hits his wife. She tries to fight back, but she's not strong enough. Does he realize that he's demoralizing his wife? He hits her so hard that she cannot get up....

It's a monster. It calls to you every day, beckoning you to use just one more line. It won't damage you, nothing will happen, everything will be alright. Your nose starts to get this burning sensation. Your body cannot handle this much, you start to feel dizzy and the room starts to spin. Your body is seizing on the floor and it's as if you are watching this happen from outside of your body. An out of body experience that will never happen again because you are dead. Cocaine, the monster, killed...

As she looks in the mirror she sees the girl of two years past. She was so young and innocent, believing that nothing in the world could ever harm her. In those two years she has grown up to be a girl fearful of all men. She has been abused more times than she would like to tell and raped one too many times. In one moment she lost all of her confidence and self-worth. She'll never be the same girl again. She has yet to tell anyone about it, this is her story and her way of telling it. When she looks...

He was involved in a gang for several years of his life. Now he's holding the weight of his family on his shoulders. Things at home are getting harder for him every day. Then, he meets this girl who doesn't judge him for his past or what he is. She just loves him for him. He says he's a monster; she says he's a gift. He thinks of her as his own special prize that brightens his day. His papers are signed and he's enlisted. She's not sure what she will do without him, but she knows she'll be alright...

That look sends chills down my spine, the look that says 'I want you and I love you.' Every stolen glance he gets makes my heart beat faster. The adrenaline starts rushing through my veins when I feel his warm breath on my neck. In his arms i feel protected and stronger than I ever have. He makes me lose all sense of direction. I don't know what to say around him anymore. Does he know what he does to me? He has this presence about him that just takes over. We are the ones who will change the world....

Hot tears of anger burn as they fall down her face to the floor. She just cannot believe what has happened to her. It hurts her to think about what he did. He betrayed her trust in him and tore apart their relationship bit by bit. She has lost the most important thing in the world to her. It feels like her heart has been ripped out of her chest. She had a feeling he was doing something when she saw him with that girl last week, but she never thought that it would get this far this quickly. With...

Talk about uncomfortable !
Duh.
I saw my ex boyfriend’s mother at work, she actually came to get her nails done at the same exact salon where I work, what a lovely coincidence...not. Of all the other salons she could’ve chosen, she chose the one where I happen to work, ugh, like seriously what the hell lady ?! That woman simply hates my guts, she truly does.
I can recall many endless arguments I had with her while I was going out with her son. It was insane how much she hated...

Just had a massive arguement with mum and dad. They went on bout how I never do wat I say I will and how I do nothing on weekend days.
So I got really angry and was like actually I start doing productive things at 10am and have done a daily planner for yr 10.
So they were like yh yr 10 which u arnt taking seriously and u obs dont care bout ur future.

This is a total lie Ive fully focused in all lessons today and have got a system that should help me get my work organized....

First full day of school today.

Listioned and concentrated
Laughed
talked
smiled
hugged
gave girlfiend advice to best guy mate.
Ate small bowl of pasta
tons of pringels
5 strawbury long sticks of some sweet

All of my happy emotions= faked
My mini binge on crips and sweets = to cover up feeling fat to friends

Why am I at faking point again
Why do I feel depressed again
Whats the point in...