Today was alright.
Tommorow is boring hanks to the lessons. = science, maths,english,pe and german.

Stressed out
feel fat
skipping meals AGAIN
cant sleep
tired
worried
scared
trying to beat urges after given in previous 2 nights.
annoyed
depressed
the list goes on and on

My sister has been having doubts about her and her boyfriend for a couple of weeks now. Today she rang him and he said that somthing was up to do with him but is refusing to say what untill tomorrow which is our first day back at school.

This has made my sister really upset and worried. Then she went on facebook and a girl was asking chris what they where doing on sat making my sister even more uhappy.

Im soooo worried bout my sis now as in the past she has dealt with...

Like my title right ?
Megan for president . Oh sure you'd all like to see that, hehe. Or not, but hell, Barack is doing just fine, let's not screw it up.

Okay, so back-to-school means that I'm back into being a wacko emotional train reck. Eh.
But so far so good, didn't say anything too stupid or didn't get involved in anything too shitty. I've learned to think twice before opening my mouth ( most of the times, hehe.) and I think it's beneficial in many ways.
Not...

Today I have buned myslef for the 1st time and cut after 13 days of being SH free.

But whast I was helping mum prep the patatoes for lunch mum told me that the therepy group had excepted the 3rd request for them to see me.

Im so scared and its freaking me out and is the reason I cut today as I can't stop/control the nerves inside me.

I know that its good that im finally getting some professional help but it means mum will find out everything this will upset...